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Thursday, March 19, 2009; 11:06 PM
压力。。。

在这个家,不知怎么的,总是觉得没有归属感。它并不是我想象中的避风港,它只会给我无数的压力,很想逃离这个家。

妈说,他们永远都不会给我们压力。但是,我想她从来都不知道,其实,她给的压力是无形中产生的。

我开始工作这么久以来,她从来就没有关心过我,一开口就是钱钱钱。。。我无法去跟她沟通。小弟的补习费,电话费,偶尔还得带小弟出去,这些都需要花钱。我平时还需要吃饭,搭车等。。。 她好像真把我当印刷钞票的,问我做那么多份工作,几时要给钱用。

我最近刚认识了一个新朋友,却被她说了一大堆的废话,泼我一大桶的冷水,好像我会被骗一样。每次都跟我说不要那么快交男朋友,要先赚多点钱。让我觉得很厌倦,使我开始觉得男人,并没有一个是好的,只觉得他们很没出息一样。她让我瞬间觉得,她并不想要我有任何的男朋友,最好就是别嫁人。真的让我觉得她好可怕。

我真想快点赚好多好多的钱,买一个房子,搬出去。我真的快受不了这种无形的压力。它让我喘不过气。就算Vincent说过,他会把他的肩膀让我依靠,我想我再也没有安全感了。

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